Saturday, June 24, 2006
after struggling for so long, if i said i liked someone new, i realised i didnt know what i wanted, that would blow everyone off cause i've been hanging on to this since like, it's very wrong to like that someone,forever? im just like that, i know nothing will come out of it. liking someone so easily.and makes me all uncomfortable. it just happens, but i cant. i've gotta stop this,
give me a definite answer. no one will understand this, cause only i know what im doing. perhaps, sometimes, i dont even know what im doing. i follow my heart.
It's a beautiful disguise.